February 2012
28 posts
wtf.
Every night I think it's gotten worse
keepinmysanity:
It sets in that u will not be mine and that I fell for another girl that just ran away…
for the first time in my life i’m actually scared for myself.
you leave me today and all you can say is lol about some girl?
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i can’t stop thinking about Georgia.
about the keys
about Halloween horror nights
about sunfest
and bakesale
about lil wayne
and the fair
about your dad’s boat
and the nights we spent together.
i want to but i can’t. please somebody help me.
sitting in front of your computer crying.
i'm tired
of making sad posts, i know i’ve said it before but there will be no more, and i’m sorry for the amount that there was.
it just hit me that you’re gone. so i won’t call or text, i won’t bother you again.
you want time, you have it.
i promise in the mean time i’ll stop asking you questions and trying.
i’m sorry it took me this long to realize, and...
all i want to know
is how you can not be falling apart. every part of me is broken and you can have fun. i just don’t get it. you can put up a fake pace, or be genuinely happy. i just wish i could do the same. it breaks my heart, seeing you talk to other guys, be with other guys. every second my head fills up with a question about you but i’m afraid to call and ask because i don’t want to bother...
i’m tired of wondering and hurting. somebody help me.
i don't get it.
i don’t get how you can be happy.
how you can be with him.
how you can go so long without seeing me.
how in the last four days, every single time we talked with the exception of once i had to call or text you.
how you can say you care about me and do the things you do.
how you know i’m falling apart and you just leave me when i need you the most.
i believe that you are over me...
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fake.
since i stopped posting weed and started telling how i really feel, i’ve lost over three hundred followers.
i’m tired of putting up a fake face, i want genuine happiness.
i want people to stop being fake and actually care when they say it.
too bad none of this will never happen.
i can’t stop fucking crying and the only person i want to help me wants me to leave her alone. another fucking day,
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help me understand.
i asked the girl i’m involved with to hangout with me. she said yes, i asked her to go to the fair, she said lets go tm cause the lines would be to long. i asked to take her to dinner, she said yes. she cancelled on me at seven for dinner cause the place would close at nine. she ended up going to the fair that night with another friend and doesn’t see how it killed me.
am i...
never again will i care.
for hours today i contemplated death and suicide.
my heart taints my thoughts.
i’ve figured out, it’s never going to happen.
Anonymous asked: so much for deleting
don't read.
Anonymous asked: why are you deleting your tumblr because of a girl? that doesnt make any sense.
my last post.
i just wish someone cared. anyone. but i wish it was you. i’m sorry i wasn’t good enough. i realized today i never was. so i guess i’ll stop trying. i hope you find better.
i’m deleting my tumblr tomorrow. so if anyone has anything they want to say do it soon.
i’m sorry i’m not enough.
from my valentine.
“We’re over. Leave me alone.”
fuck all of you.
We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea. I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there to see. But if I don’t believe in him, why would he believe in me?
Anonymous asked: do them all. a-z. 1-5.
help.
i need advice and i need somebody to talk to. if anyone wants to help i’d really appreciate it.
anyone?
A: Who do you like and Why?
B: Have you ever been in love? If yes, how many times, and how do you know it was love?
C: Longest relationship you've ever been in, and why did it end?
D: Have you ever changed for someone, if yes, how?
E: Pretend I'm you ex, what do you want to say to me?
F: Have you ever been cheated on?
G: Have you ever cheated?
H: Would you date someone who's know for cheating, if yes why?
I: What's the most important part of a relationship?
J: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
K: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
L: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
M: What's one thing you regret saying or not saying, doing or not doing in a previous relationship?
N: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
O: Do you believe in the phrase, "Age is just a number?" Why or why not?
P: What about "Love at first sight"? Why or why not?
Q: Turn on's?
R: Turn off's?
S: What do you consider a deal breaker?
T: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
U: Are you currently in a relationship? If yes, for how long? If no, how long have you been single?
V: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
W: Do you think people should date their friends?
X: How many relationships have you had?
Y: Do you think love can last forever?
Z: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
1: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
2: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
3: Do you think long distance relationships can work? Why or why not?
4: What do you notice first about another person?
5: Do gay, lesbians, bisexuals or transgender people bother you?
I cut myself because you will never heal if...
i need an opening.
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i just want to be happy again.
but i can’t figure out how. i feel like everytime i try to make things better with us it just bothers you or it makes things worse. i feel like you just don’t care. i always have to be the one to text you, or call you, or ask you to hangout. i just want to feel like you care again. i want us to have a conversation that is more than yeah, or mhhm. i want conversations with more then one...
January 2012
17 posts
Do ittttt
whenthesongends:
I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box
Dear person I hate,
Dear person I like,
Dear ex bestfriend,
Dear bestfriend,
Dear *anyone*,
Dear Santa,
Dear mom,
Dear dad,
Dear future me,
Dear past me,
Dear person I’m jealous of,
Dear person I had a crush on,
Reblog if you'll answer anything in your ask right...
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mysoulbelongstothedevil asked: Hi baby. I love you dearly. :3
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i just want to be happy.
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December 2011
21 posts
Listen
boneherstoneher asked: so i guess you're still wiff hurrrr;(
smile back
I just be like fuck you, what you need? You can’t get nothin’ from me You was talkin’ shit, now I’m somebody you would love to be I’ma do my thing until the day the reaper come for me You can keep on grillin’, I’ma smile back,
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